so i've decided to make this entry reflect how i [we] really feel. all these negative entries seem to be giving some readers a false impression that we're not content with our lives. i'm [we're] actually loving life...we're more than just fine. we're girls. we like to dwell on the dramatic lows. who doesnt?
i smile. for no reason. i laugh. when it's not funny. and he asked why i was so frustrated when he knew i was happy. obviously. i like that i reek of happiness and that it oozes out of my pores....to the point that it annoys you. he said he could tell by my smile the first time he met me. he said it was like i had been smiling for the last 20 hours. its good exercise for my cheeks. granted there are situations and scenarios that frustrate the hell out of me...but at the end of the day...savasana. it follows me. i dont care if its tamal or his brother who plays the music...closing my eyes and shutting off the world outside is priceless. as long as the person next to me doesnt interrupt my peace with her snores. what a sexy beast.
jabroni is officially out of the picture. thannkkk goodness. being honest vs. being rude. its a fine fine line. the advice i got: "hope you have a great life." heartless. but i underestimated jabroni. he read me like a book & wasn't scared to put himself out on the limb. not bad for being 23. it's pretty impressive actually. if only....
can we please start where we left off? it takes too much time & effort to build it up again. i'm lazy.
p.s. i'm still waiting for an update...
i know i said that i'll love you regardless...but you're making me nervous.
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