finish the sun salutation, gently lower down, upward dog. we were in sync, and i thought to myself, wow, i am so glad i have someone that i can share my yoga experience with. though this is normally my crystal alone time, having g-parkS upward dog with me is more than awesome and more than wanted. no one else i would rather bounce with as we're doing a back-bend, and having our instructor mock dance in back of us, since well, he saw us bouncin' to the music.
the party has only begun, and her birthday month is looking good with a capital G. i find myself getting excited about our everyday lives of being fresh out of college young adults...and on our try-to weekly walk to the farmers market, she helped me realized, wow. yes. we are livin' it up. in a new city. with new beginnings. it is a refreshing feeling, and it truly is a big blessing in my life, and in hers too. :) happiness. grace. it is freely given.
no, really, this LA experience would not be the same, as i sit in my cubicle, without having her 30 seconds away. call it what you want, it is called being grateful, fortunate, and happy. :) see?
love...not gonna touch that for now. seems like my past few posts have been more than angry, and more than jaded and have reflected my hatred for it. really, it's the opposite. i love it, i love it so much - but i don't know when it is not reciprocated, and i don't like when it is not consistent or life-giving. i don't like when there is pain, though it's unavoidable, but i do like that love for my brothers and sisters still exists in my heart.
it's there...now breathe. run it off.
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