no clean towels

a much needed scrub down of the entire apartment was the perfect end to crazy weekend #1.

so the theme of this weekend: confidence.

i didn't know i had it in me...but i'm at the point where i'm done playing the game. i will blatantly say it. pride is no longer an issue, and self esteem is surprisingly at an all time high. rejection is no longer feared. passion takes control. i couldnt let the moment pass...and so it didnt.

we walked in. each step was heavy with confidence. it's crys and me. i don't know how we do it or how we end up with these stories. "yo...wuts yo nayme?" i can only laugh at that. using my name, crys. that's a horrible habit. break it now! but she's a pro at what she does & somehow ends up chatting away to the source. the source of the free tickets in. i just get to mooch off of her work. please know that your efforts are much appreciated. thanks!

5 hours = $160. *poof* it was gone. just like that. but let me tell you...it was worth EVERY penny. once again, our friendship moved to the next level as we decided to do as the romans do. first the top...the bottom too? baby steps. apple, orange, banana...honey! it was glorious. i wanted to tell the man to come home with me...all i needed was his hands...and the oil. stay awake, gina...stay awake. chimes. DAMMMITT! we love to pretend that we have money. "where do we go from here?" crap. we just dug ourselves into a hole. but we're living life the way it needs to be lived. i'm getting icecream, and you can get the pretzel. no rhyme. no reason. just because.

i love how we did nothing but lay in my bed...and laugh. minus a break for korea town pizza, we finally stayed still for a good couple of hours. one of the best saturday nights ever.

why do i feel like in all of my posts, i'm just professing my love for CC? strange...maybe Vega is onto something....

hrmmmmm....

:)