Out Of Office

to CC-
hope this entertains you on this Friday without me. tell the LOCs i said hello and turn up the sean kingston.

6 months and 500 "remember when"-s later...
i'm addicted to you so please don't break my heart.
p.s. i love you [gross]

a trip down memory lane has made me realize how regretful i am of some decisions made in the past. blatant, obvious mistakes that were disguised and unknown at the time. looking back, i cant recall any of the good, which only adds to the bitterness i'm still trying to let go of. i let them all go one at a time [painstaking process]...even the one that was so perfect, so easy. perhaps perfection isnt always ideal. perhaps easy isnt always idyllic. what i've realized in the last 6 months is that each stepping stone has miraculously led me to the next. the result: current relationships that are genuinely beautiful. perfectly imperfect-just the way i like it. and everything/everyone in my past has led me up to this point. so looking back, i'm finally turning the bitterness into gratefulness. i'm loving and being loved. there's really not much more i can ask for.

take me by the hand, take me somewhere new...