i dont know how much more i can take of this. maybe i'm just that good. maybeeee.
so i'm regretting the decision made earlier today. a cream cheese coconut chocolate cupcake is NOT worth an extra mile on the treadmill tonight. i should have seen that one coming. i absolutely despise running, but objectively speaking, it seems to be my only hope of shedding any kind of poundage. knowing that a cute boy was cycling directly behind & watching is probably what motivated me to run the entire half hour last night. that's pretty sad...but it worked. don't judge me.
went to the beach this weekend for a run. there's nothing better than laying out in a tank top and shorts in the middle of what they call 'winter' out here in california. turn off the ipod, turn off the thoughts, melt into the sand. 2 hours of much needed santuary. it was perfect. but then the time on the meter dwindles down, and with no more quarters left in my pocket it's time to brush off the sand and head back to reality. ugh.
a new realization...
i can tell how much i care about someone depending on how willing i am to sacrifice a personal day for them. time off from work is like treasure. precious gold. must save and use wisely. it's the true test of friendship.
Burke is calling my name. only 74 days to go [equivalent to 5 months according to CC]. please note that i prefer to be fed strawberries over grapes while i'm in the TUB. thanks.
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