maybe, just maybe.... ::sigh::
thank God for headphones and for gpark having hers when crystal was without and needed them so desperately. for once, i have nothing to say really. except chaos i feel has been going on inside - not so much outside. work's been pretty slow. san diego tomorrow. woohoo. breakfast in the caf. love it. recruiting at some business classes. love it. i'm an adult now. oh no. more meetings in san diego. wow. finish recording the cd tomorrow night. super excited. love it. great experience.
play me a song, your newest one...cover me like a blanket...
with a car ful of shelftalk banners, media kits, and some recruitment materials, i am off. i have to get some ash on my forehead, and think long and hard about this whole lent thing. forgiveness had its beginnings that night. a forgiveness reminder was given while talking with one of my, to my surprise, close friends, nick. oh, how God works. forgiveness was in my dream that night. in an embrace. no sweets, more prayer. less judging, more giving.
it's really time to just let go. no need to keep myself down, no productiveness in dwelling. my love is intact and not available for the romantic purpose for/by others. i still have that. that's good. my view of relationships is tainted. don't touch. let it stay like that for a little. healing, you are wanted, called, paged, and someone is calling out to you. hands up in the air, looking up, just like He wants me to be.
the crimson night is calling. it's time.
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