love for the pipeline

our relationship has definitely moved to the next level. i didnt know that was possible, but once our eyes met in that locker room, we both knew.

dripping with a mixture of water & sweat...a stranger surrounded by half naked women...sisters? nope. best friends? (i wonder how she'll answer this.) yup. (oh good, she feels the same). since you were little? nope. for 5 months. and we left it at that. thank you to the boy who's madly in love. love gave me a free pass until the end of the month.

3 unique connections...all dysfunctional in their own way. i'd like to trade them in for 1 normal one please. preferably one in the greater los angeles area. apparently, that's asking for alot.

so this valentine's day is a big deal for me. i haven't been single on v-day for the last 5 years. considering that i'm only 22, that's a pretty big chunk of time. instead of feeling alone and insecure, i actually feel more alive and loved than ever before. for the first time in my life, i'm surrounded by people who i sincerely care about and the feelings are thankfully being reciprocated. and in all honesty, a box of chocolates is the last thing i need right now. the urge to sit on my couch in sweats with a giant tub of icecream is surprisingly nonexistent. instead, we're going out to celebrate...and it'll be goood. boys that can't spell can come in handy at times. who knew? cheers to being single. it's probably the smartest thing i've ever done. you should try it.

i'm looking forward to tomorrow for a number of reasons. peruvian fried rice being one of them. don't bail on me. i might just cry, and no one wants to see that.