just do it. volunteer your love.

i have a new friend and her name is LoveAir. contrary to popular belief, crystal does know how to ride a bicycle and she is training for the tour de cure cycling event in napa valley, which will be held early may. super exciting, i know. getting myself up early to get on the bike this morning was pretty wonderful- despite the circumstances. that, i will get to in a bit. however, it is quite fun putting on my biking shorts - spandex with a cushioned crotch to provide extra support to the minimal bum support already present on the seat - put on my red gloves with my matching red helmet and jump on my cerulean colored LoveAir. it's really a k2 bike, but i think my name for it is a lot better. her and i are friends. this morning, at approximately 7:15am, we experienced our first fall together. ouch, but that was ok. it was kinda funny. it was a relapse to being 4 years old. getting up, and jumping back up on the bike. it was good - no bruises, no scrapes, but a great story in the end. :)

i just got back from a volunteer meeting for the biggest event in the catholic church in america. ha, well one of them. and, i think i thoroughly but not so much enjoyed the fact that i was the youngest volunteer by at least 30 years. how is that possible? where are the other people my age who want to volunteer? i did find out that i get to introduce jesse manibusan, who is freaking amazing, and i am hoping to have some good convo time with him prior to the workshop! oohh the perks. haha - that, and the volunteer center. so big time. HA. yeah, right. this is just the consequence of not being fully affiliated with a school to venture off with. oh well, i get to see my bestest friends, and for that, i am very much looking forward to it.

i did not enjoy getting lost in downtown los angeles tonight. i do enjoy that bedtime is in an hour, but i do not enjoy that i have to write about love right now. i'm presenting on eros tomorrow, and let's be honest, crystal and her cynical understandings of love and all that it entails may not be super apropo for tomorrow, but i guess i should give it a shot. i don't exactly have a choice - especially as i waited until the last possible moment to put this ish together. maybe that itself is a clear indication of the sitch which i am currently in.

i have been so slacker with everything lately. what it comes down to, is sleep. sleep, sleep, sleep. i don't get enough of it. food, stay away from me. strawberry cake, you are weakness and you make me and gpark's stomach hurt. being busy takes up time and makes things go faster. that's a plus. stress and client follow-ups, that's not so fun. february 14th is on thursday. also known as valentine's day. gross. vomit time. i wish.

and with that, it's time to get intimate and talk about eros. sensual desire and longing. oohh how sweet it all is.

blah. blah. blah. the end.