when life gives you lemons...

suck it up, make the worst sour face ever, and get over it.

[barricades] love them. other people hate them. i think that's because that means that effort and care is necessary from someone else. what's hard is that that someone else is hard to come by. only some can break through them, some would, if they tried, but alas, we'll never know.

[yesterday's departures] never to happen again...pain is fast and rare. yeah. right. whatever, top it off with some creamy topping and sprinkles. never go to bed angry. you never know what will happen in the morning. red velvet maybe.

someone said that i was so full of the holy spirit tonight...like, two times. it made me really happy. it means i'm doing something right. and whatever that something is, well, i have no idea what it is! i just eat my cheetos, have fun, smile a lot, talk to the people i run into, and hope that it will become a great time. and it does. usually. always.

i guess i can make lemonade with those damn lemons. what a thought.

you know when you know you should do something, but then you're like, ugh, i really don't want to...maybe i will, but wow, i really don't want to. but the next thing you know. boom! everywhere. in. your. face. traces of what you should do EVERYWHERE. like in fools rush in...there are signs everyyywhereeee. for me, a license plate, the whole freaking way to work. what is that about.

then you do it. and you're like, ugh, those signs, no bueno. moving on. that's what happens when you believe in that stuff.

being back on morena blvd was such a surreal experience. walking into the starbucks down the street from the ivory tower was also quite unique in feeling. walking into starbucks with my black suit, heels, and trying-to-look professional demeanor, i was like, whoa. this is where i am now...no longer am i acting like i am studying for a business class on my laptop - the class that i ended up having to take pass/fail, which made me a business minor instead of a business major. that is so the outcome of laziness. oh, i defy thee.

then i thought to myself. if a sister company opens up in manila, i'm going.

then i thought to myself, whoa. that would be really cool.

i wanna do it.