banned: hearts on your sleeve.

life is good, God is good and even though sleeping at 4am may not be the best idea, i'm still walking and still very much awake, though a bedtime sounds good right about now. anxiety. [sucks]

i saw a really big dog today. he/she looked like a big bear. it was really cute. i smiled a little. i was singing in my car on the way to work and home from work and to church tonight. it's too late to apologize...too late. and then i continued, but all i know is everything's gonna be alright...alright, alright...oh oh oh oh ohhhh...i smiled a lot today in my car. i finally got to clean around my area at work. i've been really super busy, and so my desk has become the antithesis of feng shui, therefore, the fact that i was able to clear the clutter, also clears my mind a little. it made me really happy when i saw the end result. :). just like that.

i think my church is pretty freaking amazing. considering church is made up of people, i would have to say that the people i have been meeting are pretty freaking awesome. it brings a little smile on my face, kinda, like, a really big one. God put a smile on my face.

still. i find happiness by myself or with other people. there is an energy that other people tend to bring out in me, and it just comes out. not like in an alcohol intoxication kind of way, but in a way where my heart fills with joy and it just gets expressed everso. i love laughing. and sneaking in bites of ice cream.

i love pancakes. so i saw enchanted, and i loved it. i didn't love the part, post-movie, when i realized that my view of relationships has taken an entire shift. i don't know if that is a good or bad thing. all i know is that experience brings wisdom and feelings that would rather be left under the sand, gravel, cement, and the like. bust out singing, how does she know that you love her? loving the fact that this is in a disney movie, this is quite the complex lyric. a,ha! that's the funny part. it should not be complex, and the fact that this song should ever have to be written is oh so sad. love should be shown at all times and without hesitation or restriction. if you love someone, show it. it makes him or her feel good, and saves him or her time of questioning or assuming that which really is not in existence.

...and the greatest of these is love. YEAHHHH it is! just don't think about the unfortunate events surrounding your experience with it, and let your rose-colored lenses shine on.