whoops

so...

where did we leave off?

a fun weekend ended up evolving into one of the most stressful. what i learned about myself? i'm the worst actress EVER. my emotions are written on my face & undeniably obvious. whoops. but my GOD. never again...lesson learned. i was going to pop & got jealous of CC's 30 minute escape away. a simple shower was my only salvation. where'd that apple come from?! thank you for keeping me sane. i wouldnt have made it through without you. no doubt.

so within the last 5 days, things have drastically evolved. some for the best, some for the worst. a welcomed addition back into my life. an unwelcomed realization that another relationship is drifting further and further away. it's strange how it works. but it's been the biggest slap to my face. a wake up call. we've changed. we've grown up into 2 different people, and i'm afraid our trajectories are continuing to go in opposite directions...and there's nothing i can do about it. just sit back and watch it happen. it's unfortunate. it's life.

welcome back. i've missed you. call me cinderella...minus the whole pumpkin thing.