it's amazing how a year has passed and how the cookie has crumbled. into thousands of pieces.
it's funny because the more you push something, the more you realize it is not the same. stop pushing, and stop trying, and just let go. the less there is talk about, the easier it is to get frustrated, and the easier it is to take the easy way out and crawl into bed, under the sheets and pretend it never happened. disappointing, to say the least and the worst part is that i want the opposite. the direct opposite.
it will come, but i'll probably be displaced by then. unfortunately that is not yet something i am ok with.
with the house, will come good things. and a real comfy bed. and a real comfy room. and a sweet rooftop deck. and the coolest roommates ever. i can't wait.
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