my 24/7 line of support, voice of reason, and fire pit partner is gone...to the other side of globe. duty calls but i hope she knows that her presence here is greatly missed. it's only been 23 hours. dear Lord!
there's nothing like being completely honest with yourself and consequently being completely honest with those that matter to you. that tops the list of things that i've learned. unfortunately, being honest leaves you completely and utterly vulnerable. but at times (choose them wisely), you just have to let yourself go. i feel this way because....
and though it may leave me bruised and feeling insecure, the thought of not knowing myself kills even more. there are those that wait around for great things to happen to them. and then there are those who identify their wants and desires and chases after them. risking the chance of being completely exposed. but knowing is always better than wondering what could have been. it's a refreshing feeling regardless of the outcome.
i'm exhausted & it's finally time to get my body back together again. humpty dumpty status. i'm working against a deadline & it's looking good. and why does mariah require a diamond studded microphone + stand? ridiculous. if you have no idea what i'm talking about, you're missing out on some good tv. i'll leave you with that.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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