i'm taking advantage of the free internet i've discovered here in the motherland. the ritz is in for a little surprise.
it's a very strange feeling. walking the streets of sunset or even santa monica, i don't quite feel like i fit in 100%. the black hair, the round face, the eyes. and here i am in the middle of korea where i should blend in without a doubt...but it's still not quite there. my outfit, my dark(er) skin, my broken speech. it's a weird realization. we really do all look the same, but i still stick out like a sore thumb. and they've stared to make me acknowledge it. a minor identity crisis.
shop. eat. meet family that i didn't know i had. shop. eat. eat. eat. shop. family. eat.
while sitting next to a *cute boy on the subway, i had a thought...
i wonder what would happen if i just reached over and put my arm around his back.
"yo. how U doin?" HAHA.
who thinks like that?! apparently i do. like a boy. no shame & the wanting to just go for it. but i laughed to myself thinking about what crys would have said if she were there with me. DO IT. haha. BACK IT UP. sounds familiar? but the thought was more amusing than anything else. don't worry...i would have never done it.
I MISS CRYS. your emails are much appreciated :)
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