when words are not enough.

i'm too exhausted to be sad anymore.  i asked (begged for peace last night, and he gave it too me.  i slept.  "please forgive me..." that's all i could say.  over and over again.  and i saw him there.  he met me there.  not because it was convenient, not because he felt obligated, not because he had nothing better to do...but because he wanted to.  because that's what i'm worth to him.  

it hurts.  it really hurts.  and there's only one cure. the obvious cure.   i'm so sorry.  but no matter how many times i said it, it just didnt seem like enough.  please.  please forgive me.  i need your peace. 

and in that moment, she let it go.